Something of an Update?

Things have been getting better. They're not falling apart as much. It gets a little better every day. 

I've had several doctors and therapists tell me over the last few years that I may never be symptom free. I could be on the best meds possible and still hallucinate. As long as it's manageable and doesn't affect my day to day life, I'm fine. 

I'm fine. 

I can deal with the demons that patrol my room at night, The Woman, who waits in my room to scream in my face when I open the door. The shadows. The monsters that peek around doorways and stare. The distant screaming. 

I'm fine. 

I can handle this. 

It's not that bad. It's really not that bad at all. I have dealt with much worse. 

I'm feeling a lot better than I was, trust me. It almost had me again. But, again, I prevailed. 

And I will keep prevailing.